Talk:Dead to Me/@comment-76.218.11.151-20140721071557

Emily told Spencer that she knows what it's like to lose someone she loved and when Spencer went all crazy and told Jason about Ali's pregnancy Em says, " She's just hurting and wants us to hurt just as bad." That probably means Emily felt that way after Ali and Maya died. But Emily never did anything like that to her friends. She never could do something that bad. Pam was right before when she said Emily was "all good." I mean she's no saint either and it could be said that she turned to alcohol after Maya's death but she just is so much better than Spencer. I love Spencer and I don't mean Emily is a better person or character but she just could never be that despicable. I guess that's what really makes me like Emily better than Spencer, after all this analyzation and thinking back, Emily just has better relationships with others and a genuinely good heart. Spence may have that too, but this episode was so hard to watch because of how awful she is. After "that night," Em is guilt ridden to tears about getting her friends into trouble when she was extremely drunk but Spence seems to have no guilt later. And just wait, Em is going to find out about Toby, and while probably not accepting it at first, will completely understand what Spencer did and probably feels bad for her already. I get that Spencer was hurting really bad and dealing with too much but she really needs to tell her friends about Toby. She is starting to act just like him and Mona, revealing the secret about Wilden and vandalizing an innocent woman's grave was an "A" kind of thing to do. She said they deserved everything they got for telling to many lies but she is keeping the Toby is A secret from her friends, the girls Emily "trusts with her life." I guess that I'm just late night rambling and wondering if any of the other girls would have kept the Toby is A thing a secret and let the Wilden knocked up Ali one slip. Aria is the best liar and secret keeper, but whenever she has a secret she has to spill to her friends, she just can't keep secrets from them anymore. Hanna has never tried to hide an A theory, but if it were Caleb I don't know what she would've done. She has already handled betrayal from him when she found out he was just a hired spy. I don't think she'd tell her own brother about Wilden while trying to put his sister to rest for good this time. Emily is just a terrible liar and couldn't do that to her friends. Hanna and Emily are "way more angry than scared" and probably would have revealed A. But this is all just midnight rant and too many questions.